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I don’t seek to punish and I don’t seek to deceive to teach him a lesson. When he gets me angry, when he breaks my heart the only thing I want to do is sleep with someone I know, but don’t care about, give Oscar the finger and walk away from him forever. I can’t leave him unless I’m way past sure I don’t want to be with him. So by the same token when he hurts me I’m trying to figure out how to get through it without doing something so invariably fucked up.
